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Esther Leah Phua
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Friday, 2 May 2008 @ 13:02

After knowing the truth, I've lost trust and respect for him.
I tried to love and respect him just like in the past
But i find it difficult
It's even more difficult after what i've observe this few days

When I'm sick, where are you?
You're not there..
It just break my heart so much
I want a happy family..That shall be my birthday wish for this year.
fulfill it will you?pleaseee

For the past few days, it was not easy for me. i had to handle the stress from family and examination.Well for examination wise, one word: TERRIBLE! I guess I'm going to score badly for mid year.I just don't have the motivation to sit down infront of my desk and start my revision. I'm glad that those difficult subject is over.English is definitely the most difficult subject.Why?! simply cos of Rchia! imagine you scored a F9 for mid year and he finds out.Oh man that's the end of you.You bound to suffer for the rest of the year till O's finishes. Chinese paper is freaking hard too! Everyone is complaining and as usual i just copy and paste answer for comprehension part. Hahaha.For me,language is a goner.I really got to brush up during June holidays.I'm going to make sure i do it! hahaha.Social studies is over too. i can predict i will score single digit. previous day before exam,Olivia came over to my house for "studying chalet".Initially we agree to sleep from 8pm till 12am. But being sleepyheads,we overslept till 4AM! I'm 100% sure that we did set alarm but just doesn't know why it did not ring! So no choice we start studying and guess what,we went back to sleep AGAIN! but we managed to study till 5plus. And to my horror,KBE did not come out! *SCREAMMMM* so i just crap through out the whole script.. now you can understand why i say it's terrible? i bet you do Muhahha

She whispered in a gentle voice saying," Dear I'm here. every thing's going to be alright."Her gentle voice melts into my heart. She never leave my side for the past few days.I had a fever attack since Wednesday night.Ever since then, she stayed up late in the night to look after me. When i cried,She'll give me a warm and assuring hug to comfort me. When i had sleepless night,she just accompany me no matter how sick or tired she was. without her, i will not have speedy recovery. Awww she's such a loving and noble mum. She's the best mum in the world! Mama i love you(:

And i really thanks God for giving me wonderful people in my life
Appreciated the care and concern given by my darlings and friends.
I'll be stronger than yesterday,tougher to handle tomorrow!
Lastly,Happy birthday kweikee(: