Esther Leah Phua
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Sunday, 8 June 2008 @ 12:07
I'm afraid.... of the things that's going on around me. It's just not in the right place
That dream... It seem so real to me. what happen if it came true? No cannot.. I won't be able to take it...
If i pluck out all my courage and asked him Will i get the answer i want? A positive answer or a negative answer? Will the answer cause a gap between us? Will he stop loving me like how he did for the past 17years? Will everything come to an end? Or it'll just get worst?
A thousand questions is running through my mind.. What am i feeling right now? Sad?Disappointed?Angry?Scared?Betrayed? I don't know...
I don't know anything. I just know...I'm afraid Afraid that he'll just abandon me,walk out and never come back. I can't afford to lose him.. lose someone who's so dear to me.
Please lord.. Never take him away from me. Let everything be in the right place like how it used to be..
Give the strength to carry on, The power to overcome this. Give me your perfect love, The love that cast out all my fear.